BESTfriends.

i love to...

get lost in your hugs.

...

your intentions don't deceive me.

and the thing is...i'm not even surprised.

but now its clarified.




on a lighter note.

life continues to get better.

besides katherine leaving.

=(

.at.first.glance.

at first glance. you would have thought my day was bad. which it was.

at first glance. you would have seen that i did not feel good. which i didn't.

at first glance. you would have seen me asleep in the student union. which i was.

at first glance. you would have seen me dance around the twins house and thought i was feeling better. which i did.

at first glance. you would have seen how nervous i was to see him. which i was.

at first glance. you would have seen how comfortable i am with him. which i am.

at first glance. you would have seen a "serious" conversation explained, discussed and done with. which it was.

at first glance. you would have seen his face when i said things did change. which they didn't.

at first glance. you would have seen the smile on both of our faces. which were huge.

with second thoughts. my day did not turn out bad at all. which it wasn't.




--these things are a result from:
--amazing friends.
--one amazing guy.
--amazing family.
--and an amazing God.



'tis the season to be thankful.

a time to reflect.

suprisingly.
I am really happy with life right now.

besides the fact that katherine leaves soon...the good thing is that she will come back.
so...it gives me something to look forward too.
it will give and krystal a chance to bond...which will be amazing.

my walk with God is really getting stronger.
something that i have been wanting for a really long time.
and i am finally cooperating.

my sister continues to make me laugh.
she is growing up so fast.
i'm so proud of her.

like all relationships with parents, there are times when you don't see eye to eye.
but she's getting better at realizing that i'm not a little girl anymore.
i love my mom.

there's this one guy...
when i just think about him.
he makes me smile.
while i continue to get to know him...
he has my attention more than ever.
he gives me butterflies.

something ive been learning:
time flies.
so you better enjoy it.
and the people around you.
and don't take things for granted.

this is the happiest ive been in awhile.

habits.

1. thinking i'm strong enough to handle the toughest battles.

2. trying to be tough. even when i want to cry.

3. distancing myself when i think no one cares.

4. thinking i know how to handle everything.

5. choosing my heart over my head...not a bad thing..right?

6. thinking too much. about past and present.

7. overthinking the simplest things.

8. worrying.

9. long for perfection.in everything.

10. having goals that may be out of reach.